Lee walks softly through the sliding doors into my living room, a converted 1960s garage which we rent from generous friends who live above.  For three years we lived humbly since we sold our home in Canberra and thrown everything into our Find Your Feet adventure business here in Tasmania.  Lee meets my outstretched hand with a quiet confidence and yet boyish nervousness.  I feel like I am looking in a mirror.  ‘Well this should be interesting!’ he remarks with a husky smoothness laced with an accent I cannot place.  
  
I flick on the microphone and watch the sound bars jump up and down as we begin to reminisce about adventures along Tasmania’s remote wilderness trails, the escapades which have profoundly shaped us.  Frenchman’s Cap with its landmark Lorax cliff face plummeting into Lake Tahune hundreds of metres below.  Federation Peak with its wallowing hippo-friendly mud.  And our local icon, Mt Wellington with is plethora of rabbit-warren trails etching a runner’s paradise across her north-eastern flanks.
  
For fifteen years Tasmania has been my home to a wicked combination of adventurous runs, heavy-legged recovery days and interval repetitions up brutal climbs. It shaped me as a person, elite runner and ultimately, a World Champion.  The mountain’s beauty has always helped to spark a belief in my dreams during times of adversity and has become a place for celebration after moments of accomplishment.  As stories unfold during my conversation with Lee, I realise that we are sharing a deeply profound moment of, ‘me too!’
  
Today Lee is a sixty-nine-year old recreational athlete whose greatest claim to fame, aside from the significant accomplishments in cycling to triathlon, running to trail running, is the fact that he has never been injured.  How is this possible?  A celebrated ecologist with an inquisitive mind that allows him to ask the deepest questions of humanity, Lee has adopted a belief in a theory called Punctuated Equilibrium.  Tasmania is his Petri dish.  I am rivetted.
  
“It is not the external world that needs to change. Transformational shifts happen from upgrading the internal world – your patterns of both thoughts and actions. These pattern shifts might just begin with moving beyond the drive for high performance; beyond the search for peak experiences; beyond being able to do more in your life. While the peaks are important and wonderful, the transformation of living more fully daily begins with a fundamental commitment to organize your life to be you at your best more often; to be more present, more grounded, more joyful, more playful, more focused — more “switched-on”. That way of living requires an investment in recovery: proper sleep, proper hydration and food intake, plenty of movement and an optimal way of thinking.”
  
This year, Federation Peak formed a huge punctuation mark in my life.  Over eleven hours of wading through mud and scrambling through a maze of horizontal scrub I overcome fear after nervous fear, driven by the knowledge from an early podcast guest, Dr Clive Stack, that fear serves the purpose of highlighting what is of greatest importance to us.  Being out there on that back-jarring trail, running and wading my way to the summit, was vitally meaningful to me.  And in the depths of one mud-hole, at a moment of ‘what am I doing!?’, I found a heightened realisation that we can only reach our greatest performances, our wildest ambitions, when we are grounded by a strong sense of self and what we love. Yes, discomforts aside, I love this side of Tasmania, and it helps me to uncover my truest self.   
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As a performance coach and consultant, time and time again I have observed the phenomena that when individuals have a profound understanding of their values and an ability to empower themselves; when they are then willing to play wilder and find the child within; only then do they reach their greatest levels of mastery and to strive for performance. Be wilder, play wilder, perform wilder.  Stability. Fun.  Perform… a constant cycle of self-exploration, playfulness and striving after which it is critical to return to our inner foundations and to ensure that they are still serving us. 
  
“Regardless of what you are aspiring towards, you do need elements of stability” 
   
As Lee explains, we grow in waves, with internal and external forces pushing us to rapidly adapt.  And if you are aware of how we as a species grow like this, then you can self-inflict the punctuation marks. From his steady home-base, this is how Lee has come to grow as an athlete.
   
“We have to be careful of not all heading for the middle ground. I think we need to pick up on our strengths and at times, create the punctuation marks.” 
   
In summary, it is vitally important to learn to be more to do more.  For me, I know that the old way of do more to be morehas passed and now been replaced with a desire to be wilder, play wilder and perform wilder.  In doing so, I slowly believe that I am finding the pathway to finding my feet.

​Listen to the full Find Your Feet Podcast episode with Lee Belbin here:

As featured in Travel. Play. Live Magazine, Autumn 2018
 
Mud between my toes.  Mud etched into the lines of my hands.  Mud spots on my cheeks, both facial and I am sure, other.  Mud masking the scratches across my legs, the downside of this dense south-west Tasmanian scrub.  I have pain in my lower back, jarred from all the ducking beneath and leaping over the maze of toppled trees, their lifespan shortened by the roaring forties that rip through here.  If I am not buried in this confusion of fallen limbs, I am vaulting from button grass to mud bank, trying to avoid the deepest holes.  I can hear Dale behind me.  Deep breaths expired, the squelch of his shoes and the occasional humorous remark at our predicament as he flings himself across, and sometimes into, each muddy void.
 
Just four hours earlier I had lain, clean and cosy beside my husband listening to the rain beating onto the metal roof of our van. Surrounded by absolute darkness, the only indication of our remote location was the sounds of wind in the ancient Gondwanen forests and the swollen, rushing river.  Into this dark night I had uttered, ‘I am scared’.  Despite the knot of anxiety in my stomach, I had clambered out of the down parlor, the beam from my head torch highlighting the breadth of the growing puddles.  As I had tugged on long scrub socks, shoes and raincoat, set a match to my stove and prepared my tea pot, I went through a mental checklist:

• Do I have the right gear for these conditions? – ‘Yes’
• Do I adequately know the route? – ‘Yes’
• Have I prepared beyond all reasonable doubt? – ‘Yes’
• Do I have the skills for this adventure? – ‘Yes’
• Do I trust myself? – ‘I think so’

 
As I poured the boiling water onto the tea leaves and finished preparing my vest pack, I knew that the only failure in this adventure would be not leaving the comfort of this van.  Fear should never be the barrier to our dreams.    
 
In May 2017, I had taken a giant step back from competitive sport.  Ready for a change in attention, I was forced to address the questions, ‘Who is Hanny and what does success really mean for her going forward?’  My new normal became playfulness and it was on the silly adventures, most notably in the wilder environments of Tasmania, that I slowly came to a very important realization - success is not about reaching summits, winning medals or hitting business targets.  Rather, it is a willingness to walk to, and then along, the edge of discomfort.  To be willing to be uncomfortable in the pursuit of the meaningful.
 
By the time I had hugged my husband one last time, rain beating down and my watch reading 4:30am, I was completely committed.  I followed Dale into the dense, saturated undergrowth, our torches dancing together.  Whilst the summit of Federation Peak was our aim, twenty-two kilometers along this overgrown hiking route, I knew that I had already succeeded by being 120% engaged in this adventure.  That is, success had been emotionally checking in for today despite the adverse weather conditions.
 
Now, four hours into the mission, I feel nervous.  Dale and I are ‘running’ towards the base of Moss Ridge, the notorious 1000m climb onto the plateau that marks the start of the final precarious ascent to the summit of Federation Peak.  We can see the clouds boiling above us, the summit’s sheer beauty obscured by their wet contents.  I have noticed the temperature has dropped again and I find myself needing to stop to pull on more layers.  I am wet to my skin, my shoes filled with the fine silt from the mud and every time I bend over my back is jarring.  Deep down I can distinguish that my emotion is not so much fear, but rather vulnerability in the face of the challenge ahead.  
 
To help remain positive, Dale and I begin to break the adventure down into smaller moments.  We encourage one another to keep fueled, warm, and to continue for another short period of time before we decide on the feasibility of a summit attempt.  We cut through the tension with laughter for what else can you do when you are soaked to your undies, muddier than a hippo and running like a wombat?  As it happened, this was the exact moment in this adventure where success occurred. Our willingness to persevere and laugh in the face of our discomfort created a positive spiral that soon after had us whooping and huffing, puffing and clambering all the way to the plateau. From there we had gingerly scuttled up and then down steep scree-filled gullies, teetered our way around narrower ledges and then, with frozen fingers, pulled our way up the final rock faces towards the summit where cold and dangerous conditions had us hightailing downwards before even a happy-snap could be taken.  Not once, in those uphill endeavors, did we consider turning back. Success at the base of the mountain had helped us to realise our dream of summiting.
 
It was a long, muddy waddle home.  However, high on the adrenalin of accomplishment, we giggled, found tranquil silence, experienced peacefulness in our deepest selves and then finally bumped into my husband Graham.  After 11.5hours and 43km, we popped back out of the undergrowth to the welcome sight of the van.  The sun was shining.
 
Every element of that adventure to Federation Peak should have been miserable and yet, when I reflect on it, all I can find is joy.  I am so proud that we overcame the temptation of comfort to embrace the conditions, that we found delight in the discomforts, and that we didn’t turn around in the face of fear or vulnerability.  It just makes me even more empowered to share what I know about success – that it is not the outcome.  It is about your willingness to walk to the edge of discomfort, and then remain there.
 
Adventure can truly be your avenue to self-development. It can strengthen you in moments of weakness and showcase what you truly love.  Adventure can highlight where you have room to grow, and where you have already grown.  It requires patience and perseverance, preparation and planning, humility and humour. And if the stars align, you will walk away many memories richer.  

Farewell Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 3 Set vest pack. It is four years since we met, united in our purpose to run wilder trails.  Today we are nearing the sad finale.  The moment when one of us has been stretched just one too many times.  Farewell Bestie – my Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 3 Set vestpack! 

My Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 3 Set vest pack has accompanied me on so many missions that I cannot name them all.  South Coast Track, Overland Track, Federation Peak, Frenchman’s Cap, Larapinta, Dolomitii Skyrace, Hong Kong Skyrace… together we have travelled far and wide in search of the favourite trails.  Here is my Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 3 Set vestpacks’ resume:

South Coast Track Video Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvxUA7STiX8&feature=youtu.be

Full or not, the Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set vestpack is extremely comfortable.  Even when bulging with gear for a wickedly wild day on the trails, it does not wobble or feel uncomfortable on your back.  I try to not overfill the feed sacks on the front as they are made of the stretchiest fabric and they can get a little wobbly if too full.  Otherwise, the pack performs exceptionally.  Here are some final tips:

• Phones – This fit perfectly into the soft flasks pockets on the front, or in the flat pockets under your arms.
• Keep your gear dry with a Sea to Summit Dry Sack (4L)
• These guys are perfect in hot climates as they are way more breathable!
• Washing – when the day is done, throw it into the washing machine with your running clothes. Simple!

We are moving slowly, large lumbering steps up towards the grey heavens. Rain pouring down in grey sheets, causing rivers to flow boldly down the path beneath our feet. Hoods on, hands tucked up inside the sleeves, we progress upwards until the terrain begins to level out. I love this place. The West Coast of Tasmania is as wild and rugged as you will find anywhere on the planet, and the Tyndall Ranges here are a dramatic representation of this wild beauty.
 As we reach the top, the wind begins to buffet us backwards and the rain comes down as heavy as ever. Graham turns to me, a grey outline against a grey background.
“I should be miserable now!”
And yet we are not. This is the christening of our new The North Face Hyperair Goretex Jackets. We started with the hoods on, climbed over 1000m vertically, ran across the ridgeline and yet I am only mildly clammy beneath this single-layer of Goretex fabric. The idea behind these jackets is to create an incredibly permeable and yet fully waterproof jacket specifically for high-intensity activities such as this run we are doing up the Tyndall Ranges.
The jacket is fully seam-sealed, hooded and has a new Shake Dry technology which means that it permanently repels water to avoid moisture being held in the fabric of the jacket. Like water off a duck’s back! This jacket was designed for the Japanese trail running market where conditions are definitely at the epitome of wet and sweaty.

In summary, this groundbreaking new jacket by The North Face has been made for active endeavors in wet and cool conditions. The shake dry technology throws the water off beautifully and the single skin membrane means that no pit zips or ventilation zones are required. The jacket has a thin, slightly rubbery feel and comes in a super sleek dark grey coloring for both the men and women, with unique tailoring for the girls so we feel slightly special. There is so much attention to detail in this jacket, for even the detailing on the cuffs of this jacket, with their tailored shape over the hand, is amazing. There is a fully waterproof rear pocket for stowing your essential items too.
This is my absolute ideal rain jacket for trail running, cycling and lightweight missions. However, the thinner technology means that I would not be using it with more than a lighter vest pack on.
I have been slow to learn this golden rule but… having the right product really does mean that you can play wilder and with more confidence in the outdoors, even when the conditions appear against you. Put down the weather app, done The North Face Hyperair Goretex Jacket and get playing. 


​Shop The North Face Hyperair Goretex Jacket Men’s Style Here RRP: $350.00

Shop The North Face Hyperair Goretex Jacket Women’s Style Here RRP: $350.00

I really enjoyed my banter about health and balance on ABC Radio last night.  After two years of coming to understand more about my own motivations, and having enjoyed working and sharing the journey with others, I feel confident speaking about this topic.  I hope you enjoy the discussion.

In the last weeks of my twenties, I can honesty testify that I thought nothing needed to change.  I was a happy Tomboy, chasing dreams and living life as I had always done – a car cruising along the highway on automatic pilot.  However, as I turned the corner into my thirties, I suddenly felt like I was confronted with an enormous junction, a confusion of dead-ends, back roads, and stop signs.  It was overwhelming and I was afraid to look back to where I had come from for fear of what I may see. At the end of 2016, I wrote a reflection of this experience titled Planting My Feet.  This piece was a very personal account of the journey I went on after I turned 30 and how I navigated this crossroads, discussing how I began working on ‘self’ to find greater purpose in my relationships, sport and career. 
 
As I moved into 2017, my greatest intention, call it a new year’s resolution if you must, was to consolidate the positive experiences and hard work of 2016.  I think I can honestly say that I have done so, and here is what I have learnt from this wild ride of the year just gone:

1. My greatest fear is failure:

Two years of internal work, exploring the actions of my past to enhance future experiences, has led me to understand that I have a massive fear of failure.  Most surprisingly, learning to rock climb this year has highlighted this to me.  Fingers and toes delicately holding onto a sheer wall, the land far below, this exposure brings up many emotions but a fear of heights or falling is not one of them. No, I simply have a fear of not making it to the top.  To me, this would mean failure and in these moments fear squeals at me in a higher pitched, feminine voice – ‘Don’t fail!’.  As I began to realise this, I began to look at other areas of my life.  Sport, business, writing, academia – ‘Don’t fail!’.  Here I pause.  Please do not get me wrong, I am not competing with you.  No, this is an internal competition with myself, a fear that I will not succeed with the challenge I have set myself. 

What has helped me to overcome this fear of failure has been to rewrite my definition of success, which has slowly become to ‘seek craftsmanship and strive for beauty’.  And my modality for achieving this is, ‘be wilder, to play wilder, to perform wilder’.  Gone are my days of butchering onwards, thinking more is better and rushing for outcomes. I now strive to find ways to feel more beautiful in my intentions, so that I experience more joy in my actions, so that I can, in turn, strive for mastery in the outcomes I aspire for.  I believe that this has to be the order of priorities… Be, Play, Perform.

1. Ego is the elephant in my room:

After turning thirty, I spent twelve-months working with a performance psychologist.  After a few sessions, he suggested that there was an elephant in the room with us.  I knew he was right.  I could feel the beast lurking in the corner, poking me occasionally with his trunk and occasionally stomping on my toes.  This year I have finally come to identify him by name and to bring him out of the shadows.  Everyone, meet Ego!  For the most part, Ego likes to take long naps and doesn’t bother me.  However, when the high-pitched, feminine Fear squeals, ‘Don’t fail!’, the dominating, male presence of Ego the Elephant heffalumps to my rescue.  ‘Just do more.  Train more.  Work harder.  Try more.  Say yes!  Don’t say no!’  And so the tug-of-war starts, feminine Fear on one side and Ego the elephant on the other.  Until we all get so damn tired that we put down the rope, call truce, and make a cup of tea.

1. Honesty ends the tug-of-war:

Honesty is, and has always been, one of my strongest values but I actually didn’t realize its quieter, positive influence in how I live my daily life.  Whilst I find it easy to be honest with others, this year I have come to truly understand that I am the best version of Me when I am truthful with Hanny.  This is because it halts the tug-of-war between Ego the Elephant and my feminine Fear. 

It is definitely easy to drift from the truth, sometimes slightly and other times wildly.  This usually happens when Ego is winning the war and I find myself saying to myself, ‘She’ll be right…’  The most frequent example of this is when my body is pleading with me to be kind to it and instead Ego encourages me to battle on through.  This has resulted in a few injuries, such as currently with my Achilles.  Sometimes I find that the truth feels shameful, like realizing you are not as strong as you thought you were.  And it can be uncomfortable, like admitting you were wrong in your judgment.  Other times I find the truth confusing, especially in relationships. And sometimes, like when you stand alone on a remote peak, it is wildly exciting.  What I have discovered, using wilder adventures and business as a method of discovery, is that to live truthfully is to live in the NOW.  When I am in the moment, not thinking about my past or future, I am being honest with myself and finding positive outcomes.  When I am in the NOW, there is little room for Ego who is forced to return to his corner, trunk between his legs.  And amazingly, as he does, fear abates too.
 
2017 was beautiful, albeit busy.  The highlights have definitely been:

• Standing on a patch of white sand pledging to remain by my best friend till death do us part;
• Overcoming a trepidation of the vast unknown to traverse the South Coast Track of Tasmania on the eve of my 31st birthday;
• Guiding a group through the Overland Track on a 65km wild adventure in wooly Tasmanian weather;
• Crossing the finish line at the Ultra Trail Australia 100km and feeling a rich sense of completion;
• Completing my first, large solo, remote adventure on a trail run to Frenchman’s Cap in Tasmania;
• Beginning the vertical journey in the sport of rock climbing;
• Seeing Find Your Feet continue to succeed my expectations and in doing so, foster a wilder community around Australia;

 
With the new year now upon us, my intentions for 2018 are to:

• Live more in the NOW;
• Practice more gratitude;
• Write frequently;
• Nurture my body with wholefoods and appropriate exercise;
• Play unforgivingly;
• And to seek craftsmanship when I ‘Dare to Play Wilder’. 

 
I hope that you are also looking forward to a wholehearted year ahead!  May it be the ride that you wish for.

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• Find Your Feet Retail
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​I have to say, before I even start this review, that the Petzl Head Torch range is phenomenal and definitely comes with my highest recommendations.  What makes these torches so awesome is the comfort of the housing and the fact that they do not bounce at all.  This is an absolute must when you are playing on trails an any movement in the housing will create a disconcerting, unsteady beam of light. 
 
Out of the entire range, I absolutely love my new beefy, brighter-than-car-headlights Petzl Nao+ and its less-bright but still ridiculously bright sister, the Petzl Reactik+ Reactive Head Torch.  Graham and I own both of these two head torches.  Technically, the Petzl Nao+ is mine, whilst Graham owns the smaller, less bright Petzl Reactik+ Reactive Head Torch.  However, throughout the winter I used both as each has great advantages (and few disadvantages!).
 
PETZL NAO+
This year, the Petzl Nao+ head torch underwent some updates.  The most notable improvement was an increase in the maximum brightness of the torch, from 575 lumens to 700 lumens.  I cannot begin to tell you how bright this is!  You will honestly need to shield the torch with your hand when facing oncoming runners or traffic as it will blind them!  That said, the torch is still reactive.  What this means is that the torch has a sensor in it which monitors the reflection of light back onto you.  This allows the torch to automatically dim the brightness when you are looking at something nearby, such as a map, sign or the trail at your feet, but then as soon as you look up the brightness intensifies into a 700-lumen beam again.  This is just so, so good for picking up the definition of a trail, seeing the trail’s pathway off into the distance, and moving without hesitation over the terrain.  Furthermore, the battery life has increased.  If you have the torch on a constant 700-lumen beam, you can get 90 minutes of running out of it.  However, it would be rare that you really need this brightness for a prolonged period.  Instead, if you let the torch do its thing on the reactive setting, you can get a lot longer out of the battery life.  On its dimmest 120-lumen setting, which is still super bright, you get a whopping 12 hours out of one battery charge, which takes approximately 6 hours to completely recharge.
 

SUMMARY
In conclusion, I truly believe that either the Petzl Nao+ or the Petzl Reactik+ Reactive Head Torches are the best for athletes wishing to run or play harder and wilder on the trails.  The brightness of the beams and the reactive nature of the head torches ensure that you never need to slow down or alter your activities.  If you want brightness, go for the Petzl Nao+.  If you want packability, then select the Reactik+ Reactive Head Torch. 

I am a proud Tomboy.  Always have been.  Skirts, dresses and anything ‘girly’ were never, ever on my radar until just two years ago when I acquired a bright blue Salomon S-Lab Sense Skort.  At this point, something inside me clicked! A switch was flicked and suddenly I was a proud chick, running playfully around the trails in a skirt.  I loved the sensation of freedom from the skirt, with the super light fabrics bouncing and breezing as I bounded, darted, squelched and ducked along the trail.
 
When I heard that Salomon skorts were going to be hard to come by in Australia I was really, really concerned.  My beloved Salomon S-Lab Sense Skort now has mud stains and has faded to a duck-egg blue.  What was I going to do?  So, it was with slight intrepidation that I decided to give the new Salomon S-Lab modular clothing system a go.

Salomon S-Lab Evolution
In 2017 Salomon made an interesting decision to overhaul their S-Lab shorts, skirts and skorts range.  The new styling is actually a 3-piece modular construction, requiring the user to purchase an inner brief (boxer length or longer), and integrated belt (for hydration, fuel and stowage), and another short or skirt (in three lengths).  Ideally, you choose what will work best of you in whatever combination you like. 
 
What I look for in a Skort or Short
When I choose a short or skort, what I am really choosing is comfort, especially over the longer distances.  I look for lightweight, decreased chances of chaffing and quick drying.  That is really why I loved my old Salomon S-Lab Sense Skort.  The comfort of this was really in its liner.  I just loved the super stretchy, incredibly light-weight, great wicking fabric of this inner short.  It was the ultimate in comfort. 
 
Compression Garments?
I have never been much of a fan of compression garments as when I am running I feel that my muscles are crying out for blood flow and with it, oxygen and nutrients.  Restricting this just doesn’t feel right for my body and makes my legs ache.  The only time I use compression is on aircraft or recovery after a long, challenging day on my feet.

​Trialling the new Salomon S-Lab 3-piece Modular Construction 
Inner ShortIn Australia, we are only able to access the compressive Salomon S-Lab Exo Half Tight or the the Salomon S-Lab Support Half Tight.  As mentioned above, I try to avoid compression garments and so chose to trial the Support Half Tight option.  This inner garment is made from a very lightweight, stretchy fabric that doesn’t shift or move and provides excellent next-to-skin comfort.  They also have two stash pockets for gels and other small accessories, such as car keys.  I have to admit this is a very comfy option.

​Outer Short or Skirt
The new Salomon S-Lab modular range was created to have three outer variations for the girls – a 3-inch short, a 6-inch short and a 4-inch skirt.  The idea is that any of these garments can be worn over the inner half tights.  Sadly, in Australia we have only been able to access the 3-inch short and the skirt which is of a similar length. That is, they are very short!  However, I absolutely loved the fabric of these outer garments.  Super stretchy, incredibly quick to dry and it literally felt like you were wearing nothing.  My only hesitation is that they are REALLY short.  One day I tried to wear the 3-inch short without the inner half-tight and I realized that this was a massive mistake.  I just felt too exposed.  I am sure that if we could access the 6-inch length short this would be much better for wearing in isolation, especially in hot climates. 
 
So yep, both the short and skirt are very, very comfortable but definitely need to be worn over the Salomon S-Lab Support or Exo Half Tight.

​Integrated Belt
Okay, so this is where I started to have struggles with this Salomon S-Lab Modular Constructions.  The belt felt a little cumbersome for me.  See, the integrated belt is designed to snap onto your chosen inner short or brief, and then nestle snuggly to your waist.  The belt has four pockets distributed around the entire circumference, with two longer pockets across the front and back, and two smaller pockets on the hips.  This allows you to carry plenty on you without a pack.  This is seemingly a good idea except that I do not always want to be carrying things with me.  What I loved about my old skort was the sense of freedom it provided.  Pull it on, lightweight, simple, and out the door I could go.  I do not really want to wear the belt unless I am going longer distances. 

Therefore, I have begun to trial wearing the inner and outer shorts without the belt.  This appears to work really well although judging by the narrow waistband on my outer shorts, I am not sure that they were designed to work in this fashion. Anyhow, I am getting away without the belt and it feels like the most comfortable daily-use option for me.

Advantages

• FLEXIBILITY: This modular system allows a lot more flexibility for us to create our optimal short or skirt. And I truly believe that you can, especially if you are keen to pursue longer trail running distances. 
• FABRICS: The fabrics are absolutely the best out there.  WOW!  Super lightweight, amazing wicking capabilities, dries in a flash and absolutely no risk of chaffing.  If you are planning to run ultra or longer distances, then this is absolutely for you.
• RACING: I truly believe that this modular package from Salomon is an amazing option for racing.  It is definitely designed for it.  The shorts/skirt combination allows you to carry everything close to your body, no risk of chaffing and if coupled with a vest pack you are totally set.  I have been able to carry a 250ml flask of water, around 5 gels and a headband in the belt without altering the comfort or creating too much bounce.
• CONSTRUCTION: There is just so much attention to detail in these products.  For example, every seam on these garments have been created without a traditionally sown hem.  Instead, there is a thin, slightly sticky polymer layer on the inside of the seams.  This layer prevents the fabric unravelling, and also helps to hold the fabrics in place without chaffing.  Really neat!

 
Disadvantages

• LENGTH: The skirt and shorts are just super short.  They definitely feel very youthful unless you definitely wear one of the half tight options underneath.  I would love to try the 6-inch variation as I think this would be great for women of all ages and body types.
• LACK OF FLEXIBILITY:  You really need to get each of the elements to make this short combination truly work for you. 
• PRICE: Yes, this S-Lab Clothing combination comes with a hefty price point.
  • Inner
    • Salomon S-Lab Support Half Tights - $129.95
      • OR
    • Salomon S-Lab EXO Half Tights - $199.95
  • Outer
    • Salomon S-Lab Light Short 3 – $99.95
    • Salomon S-Lab Light Skirt 4 - $99.95
  • Belt
    • Salomon S-Lab Modular Belt - $89.95

= Minimum $319.85 for the entire package
 
SUMMARYIn summary, irrespective of the price, I would recommend the new Salomon S-Lab clothing range.  I definitely think it is an awesome option for ultra-distance, trail running races and there is a lot of value in the price point.  I think it is a great start from Salomon but I would like to see where it continues to evolve too.
 
Admittedly, I still run amok in my old blue skort, I am just really hoping that they can bring back a S-Lab Sense Short into the mix, and to also provide a longer short or skirt option to us trail chicks here in Australia.

​I’m lying on my back on a scratched, leather lounge, trying to block out the intrusive airport intercoms announcing the next departure.  Two hours down and only three hours more to go till my flight home to Hobart.  My brain is filled with jetlag and my previously clear thoughts have been replaced by a murkier mess.  Somewhere between Finland and Melbourne self-doubt has crept into my grey matter, leaving me wondering one of the big questions in life, ‘Where does empowerment come from, both my own self-empowerment and the ability to influence others?’ 
 
Today I am returning from Finland where I was assisting the Australian Junior Orienteering Team with their preparations for their World Championships.  Amongst the forests and lakes, I had felt my skills, academia and life experiences uniting to support each team member to perform wilder.  I would start each day with an early morning explore, cruising along the lake’s edge, finding animal paths through the forest undergrowth.  The lake was often mirror calm so after the run I would slip into the gleaming water.  For one week, this was my shower.  And after rewarming myself with two or three cups of tea, I can honestly say I was ready to empower anything, even the moose and giant slugs populating the forest!  My team fondly nicknamed me ‘Nanny Hanny’ after the copious cups of tea I enjoyed as well as my early-to-bed habits.  I am confident the nickname does not reflect me driving.
 
Interestingly, the word Empower actually has two meanings: To give (someone) the authority or power to do something; and, to make (someone) stronger and more confident, especially in controlling their life and claiming their rights.  The origin of the word is slightly more complicated, with the ‘em’ thought to actually come from either the Old Frech or Latin word “en”, meaning “in”, “to look” or to “come”.  This suggests a word derived from the Old French or Latin meanings of looking or coming for power.  Today we see a hugely prolific use of the word, from personal development to business.  It feels like everyone wants us to be empowered!  So, how does this occur and who has the permission to influence me finding this inner power?
 
I believe we give ourselves permission to be empowered by someone when we gain a sense of their authenticity and self-connectedness.  If I think back to those who have touched my life in ways that enabled me to achieve beyond what I had dared to dream alone.  Max Cherry jumps to mind.  At 80 years of age, bumbled under an old track suit and a tartan beret, it was his bellowing voice from his car whilst we ran alongside, his handshake at the start of training, his gentle hug when we ‘did good’, that taught me there is no such word as can’t and to see my talents in distance running.  Jackie Feathweather nee Gallagher also helped to highlight the importance of vulnerability.  One hell of a listener, she allowed openness, demanded honesty and coached me to strength as a marathon runner.  Jeremy, with his bike shoes under the table, empowers me to seek authenticity in my own marrow.  So many amazing individuals, all with authenticity visible bubbling from even the smallest of handshakes, nods or eye contact.
 
In Finland, the natural environment inspired me outdoors.  Mornings in the sunshine, forest scarps stuck to my hair, mud spatters up my calves, this is where I connect strongest with myself.  This is where I find inspiration and self-connectedness.  And I took this empowered-self to the competition arenas where I truly believe I passed the empowerment through to these young athletes.  I saw them begin to dream bigger and perform wilder, seeing physical, mental and emotional strength unite to create optimal performance. 
 
As I boarded the first or many flights home I began conceptualizing an article on the beauty of empowerment.  And yet here I am now, face up on an airport lounge questioning my ragged attempts to do so.  I feel as stale and unexcited as the airport terminal itself.  So, I do what I know best – rip open my bag, scrounge for my slightly stale smelling running attire, draw tight the laces of my shoes and go exploring.
 
To my great surprise Melbourne Airport has the most fabulous trail running on its doorsteps.  Out past the smokers’ precinct, round behind McDonalds, down around the runway lighting, across a ditch and ‘pop’, into an open parkland I find myself.  As the noise of the airport begins to fade and the evening light dapples through the open eucalypt forest with dancing grasslands beneath, I begin to shake my head.  How can I possibly conceptualize empowerment from a stuffy, crowded airport lounge where alcohol and donuts are readily consumed?  I run with my thoughts through an old gate, parallel with a fence line with more holes than wire and upwards towards open skies.  Where does empowerment bubble up from? The realization comes to me as I summit a small hill and confront a 360-degree view of Melbourne and its outlying suburbs.
 
The process of empowering others is a reflection of our ability to empower ourselves.  I choose the word process carefully because I believe that empowerment requires a slow building of trust, not just with the other person, but with yourself.  Out on this hilltop with aircraft skimming overhead and rusty rays streaking across a darkening sky I feel inner strength and confidence returning.  I am breaking the norm, escaping the concrete and in turn empowering myself.  A quick decision to do something that makes me feel good about myself has switched me from moping mess to excitable adventurer.  I could have had another cup of tea, or indulged in some smarties (my traveler’s Achilles heal).  I could have opened my laptop and tried to strategically think my way out of my muddle.  But this simple act of inspiration has replaced the negatives with positives, the internal critique with a gentler voice of compassion, and restlessness with excitement.  I feel like racing back to the airport to grab my husband Graham and drag him out here with me to experience this too.  And therein lies empowerment.  Au natural, bubbling up deep from within.
 
I guess the moral of this muddled story is that we cannot empower others unless we first empower ourselves.  This empowerment comes from taking daily actions, (as well as perhaps the occasional big F$%k-Off adventure!) that inspires you.   Recently, I have tried to focus on the small things that uplift me, from a plant-based diet to early nights, time camping under the stars, and my mini-morning missions before opening my laptop.  I also find creativity, fostering rich friendships, and self-nurturing also stimulate richer thoughts of authenticity.  With guidance, I have spent time thinking more consciously about my values and reflecting on these in my journaling.  I have also launched my Find Your Feet Podcast because I love the act of learning from others and the act of freely sharing this with our broader community.  All these little things add up!
 
When I first started Find Your Feet back in 2009 I was simply trying to find my own feet.  I had fallen out of love with my running and had let my health tip into the unhealthy, ‘underweight athlete’ zone.  However, I was super eager to help other adults fall in love with the sport of running and meet new friends at the same time, using both running groups and life coaching as my means to do so.  After around six months one of my regular clients and someone that I am now proud to consider a friend pulled me aside – ‘Hanny, you have the potential to give us all a beautiful this gift.  But if all we see is someone who doesn’t nurture themselves then we will never be able to truly appreciate the gift you are trying to give us’.  After all these years I finally, truly understand his words of wisdom – empower yourself to empower others.

Look backwards to where we have come.  We are anonymous.  No one knows our pathway more than they know our future.  A sodden trail leading upwards, substituting the sparse understory of the lower forest for a non-existent canopy.  Frozen, white fingers mimicking the silent stags guarding the history of this forest. Tarkine.  Our Tarkine. 
 
The buttons of the Buttongrass dance a silent tango, intimate and yet rarely touching.  That’s where we belong… intimately a part of Tarkine’s waltz.  Observing without touching, admiring without desiring.  Tarkine.  Our Tarkine. 
 
Opposites attract.  Light rain feeds the vegetation whilst we shrug deeper into our jackets.  Grey undergrowth to grey skies on grey alpine soils.  Red raincoats a reminder of our differences.  Tarkine.  Our Tarkine. 
 
Roads dug through deep culverts, winding us from one sensory overload to another.  A white bridge spanning a rusted river, jade moss clinging to its edges like the silvery mist clinging to the ridgelines.  Once again, we look to the white stags spreading their fingers towards an inconspicuous sky.  If we could take flight like the Currawongs we wouldn’t need the roads.  Tarkine.  Our Tarkine.
 
Her peat soils hide her wealth.  Gold, tin, iron and more.  She produces beauty so heightened we often rip off her surface to expose her emotions.  Inevitably she will bleed her pain into the surrounding waterways as slurry is dug from her heart, feeding outside investments.  Tarkine.  Our wounded Tarkine.
 
She cannot hide.  Vast Myrtles a true giveaway of her affluence.  She cannot escape.  Let her beauty not face the fate of the Thylacine and Tarkine people.  Tarkine.  Our trapped Tarkine.  
 
Flick off the leech, swat the marsh fly, wave away the mosquito and wash the mud off down spinning drains.  We barely belong here but we are Tarkine’s caretakers.  Stave off those bearing down on our Tarkine! Wave them away like an insect.  Tarkine.  Our Tarkine.
 
If we can learn to run we can learn to say no.  Say no to her helplessness. 
 
If we can learn to speak we can learn to say yes.  Say yes to her protection. 
 
Without a voice, she needs our help.  Stand up for her freedom like we avidly protect our own.
 
Tarkine.  Let her become your Tarkine.

It was 3pm in the afternoon and I found myself lying on my single wooden bed atop rough wooden floors in the hostel. I rarely lie down in the middle of the afternoon but I found that it is what you sometimes need when you are so emotionally challenged by your environment. Graham and I visited Nepal for the first time, there to hand out running shoes to the children and villagers living in Batase, some 35km outside of Kathmandu over imposing mountain foothills. This assortment of secondhand shoes had been collected by members of our Find Your Feet community and it was an honour to deliver them to the village.
   
On embarking on this trip I had a vision of mountains, monasteries, prayer flags and wild spaces. I guess that is the Nepal we see clearly in the photographs and yes, it is there for sure. In fact, we spent two nights living in a Buddhist monastery rarely visited by Western travellers. From here we ran into the national parks protected by the Nepalese army, ducked beneath prayer flags stretching across the trail, and even encountered a leopard. But the real Nepal, the one where most people live, is either in Kathmandu or in the outlying villages perched on the sides of the foothills. In Kathmandu the air pollution and dust rising off the congested untarmaced roads is so heavy that I found myself wrapping a scarf over my nose and mouth. It is so hard to think clearly about the imposing Stupa in front of you when you are finding it hard to breathe. Furthermore, the destruction of the earthquake that struck the region just two years previously is still hugely apparent, with cracks extending down buildings and rubble piled amongst the rubbish-strewn sidewalks. Further out into the countryside and the air becomes cleaner. However, the rubbish strewn through the beautiful national parks and farmlands hurt my heart. Added to this were buildings after buildings, and thus livelihoods after livelihoods, destroyed by the earthquake.
   
Over the course of the week, we ran and hiked through national parks and villages, experiencing a side to Nepal mostly overlooked by most Western travellers to this country. Then at night we would return to Batase and eat with the local children living in this hostel, children who had left their homes as orphans or as ‘one-too-many’ in their families. Dinner was cooked on an open fire in a corrugated iron shed, built as a replacement to the original stone and thatch buildings that crumpled with the tremors of mighty earthquakes. We would eat standing outside under the stars or with a light mizzly rain falling, chatting to fellow travellers or volunteers working in the village whilst the children babbled away over their rice & dhal inside the tin shed.
  
The children and villagers of Batase are blessed. Whilst life is tough it could be a whole lot tougher. They have people like us with prosperity who care for them. They have shelter and livelihoods and prospects. They can receive some form of education. However, many in the surrounding villages and towns are not so lucky. That is the hardest part and why I closed my eyes at 3pm on my single bed to ‘comprehend’.
    
Whilst our trip to Nepal raised the question of ‘How can we do more?’, it also made me realise that we need to really, really appreciate and protect what we have here in Tasmania and Australia. We need to stand proud of our natural landscapes and make sure that we protect them with fierce determination. What we have here in Australia is unique but it will need all the help that we can provide to ensure it remains beautiful for our children, and their children and every living species that relies on it.


Here is a further reflection of what we travelled with to help you with packing for your own third-world travels. Please note, Graham and I were able to avoid all sickness despite not drinking one bottle of bottled water. Instead, we used the Cambelbak All Clear UV Purifier which lasted the entire time on one USB charge. We also took our jetboil and our own utensils so that we didn’t have to risk picking up germs from communal kitchen arrangements. Finally, we avoided eating anything fresh and all meat products. The only fresh food we had in our time in Nepal were bananas which are safer to eat due to their skins.


What I wouldn’t leave Australia without: 

• Cambelbak All Clear UV Purifier
• The North Face Base Camp Duffels
• Sea to Summit Travel Locks
• Sea to Summit Micro MCII Sleeping Bag
• Sea to Summit Silk Liner
• Sea to Summit Hand Sanitiser
• Sea to Summit Pocket Towel
• Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set Vestpack
• Petzl Reactive Reactik+ Headtorch

What wasn’t essential but I was stoked to have with me:

• Jetboil Flash Stove
• Sea to Summit X-Bowl
• Sea to Summit X-Mug
• Sea to Summit Alpha Light Cutlery
• Sea to Summit Pillow
• Sea to Summit Wash
• A large supply of nutrition

Foods to avoid sickness:

• All meat
• All dairy
• All fresh fruit unless they have a skin
• All fresh veggies unless they are peeled or well cooked
• Rice that has obviously stood around for some time
• Bakery products that have obviously been sitting exposed for long periods of time
• Any untreated water (please note, we didn't need to buy bottled water using the above methods and it definitely words out cheaper in the long run!)
• Iced beverages including ice cubes

What we ate lots of:

• Boiled rice
• Boiled potatoes
• Dhal
• Boiled greens
• Rice cakes with peanut butter
• Hot tea
• Energy bars brought from home
• Jelly beans brought from home when exercising

Further tips for not getting sick

• Wash your hands with soap and then also use sanitiser:
  • After bathrooms
  • After showers
  • Before dinner
  • During dinner
  • After dinner
  • After exercising
  • After shaking someone’s hand
  • After sharing communal spaces i.e. rooms, vehicles etc.
• Don’t drink shared water
• Don’t use tap water for washing utensils or brushing teeth - use your own purified water
• Sleep in an inner sheet, even in hotel rooms
• Don’t let your guard down in Western Hotels
• Use UV purifier to wave over your toothbrushes and utensils randomly

I have been testing the new Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set trail running vest pack for the past few months in the anticipation of using it for the Ultra Trail Australia 100km. Whilst I know this will be a challenge, I now believe that the Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set trail running vest pack is capable of carrying the mandatory gear requirements.


My positives
Absolute credit to Salomon for creating such a lightweight pack capable of going the long haul. I have used this pack for long missions, training runs and hopefully soon a race. The absolute benefits are:

• Super stretchy back pocket just keeps expanding. On occasions I have had a thermal, raincoat, first aid kit, down jacket, beanie, gloves, spare food and more. There is always space for something more in there!
• Washable! Who doesn’t want to be able to hurl their sweat-stained friend into the washing machine for a quick cleanse!
• Soft flask design. I am not a bladder girl and never will be. If you need more fluids there is a second stretchy pocket on the back highly capable of carrying one or two more soft flasks.
• Breathable. The fabrics are definitely superb. I never get too hot in my vest pack, even with the black colour that I have chosen.
• Transportable. Because the pack is so small if packs down to nothing. I recently took it to Nepal with me and it was the first thing I packed into my suitcase.
• Super light! This has to be the lightest long-haul pack on the market. Hands down this wins it for me!

My feedback
I have to admit, whilst this pack is pretty awesome, I still do not love this version of Salomon’s S-Lab vest pack series quite as much as my original Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra Set vest pack which I reviewed in 2016. Whilst definitely not deal breakers for me, my small negatives are:

• The new Salomon S-Lab Speed Soft Flasks have a really hard top on them that presses onto my rib cage. This is ok for shorter distances but over a long period of time it can become quiet uncomfortable. I simply solved this issue but using my normal Salomon S-Lab Soft Flasks.
• The chest straps - What I loved about my original Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra Set vest pack was the simple clips that tightened across my chest. They were easy to handle and quick to use, even with my frequently cold, stiff fingers.  The new Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set uses small elastic cords that wrap around a small clip on the opposite side of your chest. The problem here is that they are very fiddly and are more challenging to adjust than the original clips, especially when on the move or when the pack is very full. Some runners have had issues with these clips loosening. However, Salomon admits that the clips were put on slightly wrong and a small adjustment completely solves this trouble.  
• The very large and deep expandable feeding sacks on both sides of your chest. Each pocket has a narrower opening that sits right beneath the mouth of each soft flask. The problem here is that when you are running, it is very hard to get your hands under the soft flask and into the pocket. The depth of each pocket also means that what you are looking for may also be right at the very bottom and problematic to reach without dropping items. This is more of an issue when racing and you just want a gel quickly. Furthermore, when these pockets are full there is a notable swaying of the contents. This is just a symptom of the stretchy fabric combined with the size of the pocket.
• I know, I know…I shouldn't even bother mentioning this but there is nowhere to tuck the whistle into!  It flaps about in the breeze. My solution has been to tape it down with strapping tape.
• The zip pocket on the front is still not big enough for a phone. It’s only a little thing but I am looking forward to the day when someone makes a zip pocket on the front of the pack for a phone. Personally, I am not a fan of underarm zip pockets.

So, in summary, I am satisfied to recommend the Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra 8 Set vest pack, especially to athletes who want an allrounder pack capable of going up to the longer distances. This pack will suit you if you:

• Need a versatile pack for short and longer distances
• Are looking for a bottle pack and do not wish to carry a bladder
• Need something super snug and light
• Want something small and transportable

This year I hit the big 30. I had really been looking forward to this milestone in my life. On the day I turned thirty, I stood atop the final summit of my ‘30 peaks in the year before I turn 30’ challenge. Whilst it had come down to the wire, I felt wind-chapped & glowing from the inside out. That was until injury hit and I took a visit to my GP. 

I walked into her sparsely furnished consulting room in urban Hobart with a few concerns. Mainly girl stuff. I expected a stethoscope, perhaps a poke and a prod and in the worst case a jab to steal some blood. What I didn’t expect was for her to quietly look me up and down, tuck back her hair and say earnestly, ‘Hanny, I think you need to embrace your femininity’.

‘My what...!’ 

Ninety dollars poorer and none-the-wiser, I sat in front of Dr Google. What is femininity and what relevance could this possibly have for this 30-year-old tomboy with a phobia for dresses and lipstick? 

For a few days, Dr Google became my morning reading and I studied the topic religiously. I learnt that we are all a unique blend of masculine and feminine traits. Our masculine traits are related to strength, independence, stability, focus, competition and self-confidence. Our feminine traits are related to empathy, compassion, sensuality, nurturing, patience, loving and living with ‘flow’. Males can display greater feminine traits and women may express more masculine traits, neither or which are right or wrong. 

The more I learnt, the more pressured I felt. I must become more feminine! The harder I  tried to be feminine, the more I resented the skirt I was wearing. 

I never found what I was looking for from Dr Google but I have through honest self reflection and inner work found some answers. Nothing can prepare you for the discomforts of looking deep inside yourself and pulling apart your personal assumptions, barriers, rules and truths. I enlisted the support of a performance psychologist to ask the difficult questions you are never really prepared to ask yourself. After a few sessions I was still grappling with the concept of finding femininity. I had somehow evaded the most difficult questions until one day we journeyed into foreign territory. 

‘What do you do for self-compassion?’ he enquired with that intense focus that makes you squirm. ‘I had a massage last night,’ I mumbled in reply, grateful for this worthy evidence of my self-com- passion practice. After a few minutes silence he replied, ‘For self-compassion or physical recovery?’ 

That was my possum-stuck-in-car headlight’s moment. My wake up call not to sit on the road and play chicken with the truck roaring towards you. A truck carrying a whole load of.......femininity.

As I was paying the bill for this perplexing session, he quietly drove the nail into my understanding, ‘Hanny, femininity is not just about wearing dresses’. 
​
It was days later on my frosty Mt Wellington, solo run and scrunching my thermal around my frozen fingers that I found enlightenment. The lone burrawong’s chorus cut through the sharp cries of the yellow-tailed Black Cockatoos. Light was dancing off the water as it gushed through healthy streams. Whilst fatigue had plagued me  when I laced my running shoes, I eased back the effort and became acutely aware that my stunning surroundings were leading me into a state of flow. I felt like I could run forever! And therein lay my first true awareness of femininity – self compassion, sensuality and living with flow. Femininity felt amazing! 

Through a lifetime of athletic & academic practice and a hobby farm upbringing, the tomboy has lived strong inside me. The masculine traits of goal setting, competitiveness, independence and pushing through when ‘the going gets tough’ have strongly dominated my persona. These traits were reflected in my daily routines, exercise habits, nutrition and meal preparation, business, athletic racing style and even the way I showed Iove as a fiancée, daughter, sister and friend. 

But I have breasts. And when a family member hurts, I want to wrap them in a bundle of compassion. I love to listen and believe empathy is one of my stronger virtues. I find peacefulness when I am in nature and my greatest creativity when I don’t force it. These are some of my many feminine qualities. 

My GP sent me away to ‘embrace my femininity’, not ‘be more feminine’. I don’t have  to wear a dress or apply lipstick. I just need to love being me, a unique mix of ferocious tomboy, compassionate sister, fun loving fiancée, empathetic friend and loving daughter. I am a young woman just learning about self-compassion and embarking on a long pilgrimage towards womanhood. 
​
If you too are struggling with femininity and if this notion also feels foreign to you, here are my words of advice. Stop trying and start with self-compassion. I have found the easiest place to find my femininity is outdoors on a mountain trail, with the wind in my face. Where will your femininity take you?

Sometimes you reach a point where you know some things need to change.  In February 2016 I realised that it was time to audit my life after experiencing the devastation of raging fires in northern Tasmania’s Wilderness World Heritage Area, a back injury and turning 30 years old.  I started journalling my thoughts and actions, quickly realising that I felt completely unharmonious between my intentions and actions.  Furthermore, I knew that my body wasn’t healthy.  I looked fit and was running strongly on paper, but underneath this there were old habits that were holding me back.  Crunch point.
Today I want to share the 11 steps that I have taken so far to re-find my feet:


1. Beginning the ‘Internal Work’When I visited a new doctor at the start of the year she looked me up & down and said, ‘Hanny, you need to find your femininity’.  I had not a clue what she meant but when I was handed the name of a performance psychologist in town I new she must be serious.  For sure, I was experiencing a nasty back injury & was feeling a little directionless but by no means did I really feel I needed to ‘chat’.  However, when I began to audit my life I realised there were (and always will be) a number of areas for self-improvement.  At this time these included: a lack of feminine hormones; a constant need to be busy; quick to react to stress; physical niggles; adapting to a growing leadership role in my business; increasingly large sporting goals; and a concern about nourishing nutrition (or lack thereof).  

This year, I have worked with Jeremy, a performance psychologist, on my ‘internal self’.  It has been one of the more difficult and yet rewarding experiences I have ever had.  It has opened my eyes to the extraordinary power of our minds, emotions and actions stemming from deeper, mindful intentions & values.  I have found greater purpose in my relationships, running, and business, as well as an understanding of femininity & self-compassion.  And this journey is just beginning…


2. Loving the ‘External Self’As I started the ‘internal work’, I realised that I was often neglecting my ‘external self’.  In fact, I almost felt disassociated from my body.  One day, Jeremy asked me what I did for self-compassion.  I racked my brains before proudly jumping to the notion of massage.  “I get massages!’  He looked me squarely in the eyes and replied, ‘for self-compassion or for recovery from training & sport?’  I had never realised there was a difference.  
Though self-exploration and monitoring my actions I am slowly developing an awareness that self-compassion starts with accepting who I am and how I look & feel.  I started by exploring small ways to nurture myself.  Here are some of the actions I have taken, although I know there are many more to foster:

• Relaxation & mindfulness
• Listening (& I mean really listening) without judgement to what my body is saying both in regards to training but also to its needs for ‘down time’, sleep etc.
• Removing toxins by filtering water, using natural beauty & cleaning products, choosing organic when possible etc.
• Dressing in clothes I am comfortable in and that suit my internal mood - playful, feminine etc.

3. Learning through listeningI love to learn but was becoming frustrated that I wasn’t investing in formal learning.  Through the encouragement of my friends I began exploring the beautiful world of podcasts.  I was hooked!  And because I loved listening to podcasts so much I began exploring ways to have more time to listen to podcasts.  This lead to getting back on the bike, running more on my own and using rare times in the car to unwind with a great episode playing.  Learning doesn’t need to be formal and what I am learning through other peoples’ stories has not only increased my motivation but also made me feel more connected to society.  I am now in the process of launching my own podcast through which I hope to share my community’s stories.  I honestly believe stories are the gold through which we can learn to enrich our own lives.  Here are my current favourite podcast series:

• The Rich Roll Podcast with Rich Roll
• Finding Mastery with Michael Gervais
• Conversations with Richard Fidler

4. Understanding through writingI wish I could find more time for writing but journaling has become the key to unlocking my understanding.  When my head is full or I feel like I am becoming stale, I pick up a pen and start writing.  I am always amazed at what my mind has stored up that I was unaware of, and the insights that I shed when I write without judgment.  Don’t get me wrong, there is also a lot of garbage that gets written too!  Writing allows your mind to let go of the unnecessary thoughts, release subconscious mulling, and then act on the ideas that spark your imagination, creativity & passion.


5. Acceptance through meditationWow, never thought I would admit that I love to meditate!  I started in this world with a need to relax.  Using free YouTube videos & the encouragement from Jeremy, I started practicing whole-body relaxation before I went to sleep.  This certainly enhanced the quality of my sleep but I also found that I had a clearer mind the next morning.  From here I began to explore more and more YouTube videos: Guided meditation; Chakra Meditation; Hypnosis etc.  It really is an interesting world.  I try to put thoughts of religious association aside and just observe what happens when you willingly have a go.  I have also begun practicing self-guided meditation, especially when I am lying quietly in bed at night. 


6. Plant-Powered NutritionI also never thought that I would admit to exploring a 100% plant-based diet.  I have been a vegetarian for 17 years now with the occasional salt & pepper calamari in there, but I honestly have never enjoyed any form of animal meat or fish.  When I audited my life I realised that I had some shockingly unbalanced habits when it came to diet and I know these have stemmed from struggles with disordered & restrictive eating in my blacker past.  These included an absolute love affair with cheese.  Whilst I was eating enough in an energy sense, I didn’t feel good.  I felt heavy after lunch and the skin on the back of my arms and legs were covered in Keratosis, a dry skin condition that looked like a constant bout of goose bumps caused by excessive keratin build up.  The more I researched, the more I was pointed to the ill-effects of dairy and how it can cause Keratosis.  Furthermore, I knew that my mother is lactose intolerant.  
Removing dairy from my diet has changed everything!  Not only has the Keratosis almost completely disappeared but my mind is clearer, my moods are more constant, my hormonal cycle is regular for the first time ever and I feel energised beyond measure.  It has also opened up a whole new plethora of amazing foods that I have barely experienced and a need to be more creative with preparing meals.  None of it has been hard, but rather it has just required a willingness to shift my thinking and crack some old habits.


7. Simplifying StuffThe flow on of changing my diet and removing toxins from my lifestyle lead to a realisation that I have a lot of ‘stuff’.  I am just beginning to think about how I can master the art of living simpler.  I would love to set a radical goal of spending at least one night a week in our van for the entire summer (and maybe winter too!).  I am also about to embark on a big ‘culling’ session around home.  When I do need to buy something, I will be looking for lasting quality and where & how it was made, rather than the price.  Buy once.


8. Intention & Values not GoalsI no longer have strict goals and for now I am not planning any races.  When I started feeling richer in other areas of my life I found that the drive to set goals had diminished.  I am not saying the need for goals is gone completely, but perhaps setting goals had been a way to plug holes in a leaky lifestyle?  I now feel filled with purpose and a motivation to just live & be wilder.  I am driven by intentions that bubble up from a deeper place within me.  And because of this I am playing… hard!  I don’t think I have every felt so fit and I have big dreams that I am working towards.  That is far more exciting for now than any goal I could set myself.


9. Learning the Art of PresenceI am a shocker for trying to plan, plan, plan.  But isn’t there a saying, ‘life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans’?  That was me in a nutshell.  I am now trying to not get too far ahead of myself because I also think my planning brain kicked in when I was fearful, nervous or struggling to slow down.  I also read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle.  Whilst heavy and often a little too ‘out there’ for me, I found the concept of intentionally trying to be present in what I am doing highly invigorating.  When I am on a run I am on a run.  When I am listening to a podcast I am listening to a podcast.  When I am making a cup of tea I am focusing on this task.  When it is time to go to bed I am literally going to bed to rest.  Being more present has reduced stress and increased space in my life for creativity & enjoyment.


10. Recognising the importance of PatienceNot my greatest strength!  It was Jeremy who said to me, ‘Han, I think you need to learn the art of patience’.  With all this energy and enthusiasm I am constantly looking for how I can give back more and more. But Rome was not built in a day, nor are dreams, or health, or lives.  Patience may end up being my most difficult obstacle.  Lucky I like a challenge!


11. Measuring health by the health of my hormonesThis is a personal note to end on but a lack of regular menstrual cycles has been my biggest fear in life.  I had seen so many specialists and been put on so many supplements and drugs over the years to solve this issue.  However, the deep internal work, the decluttering, the planting my feet in nutrition that nurtures… this has been what has allowed my body to embrace its femininity.  I have learnt that the greatest measure of my body’s own health is the health of my hormones.  So, over medals, business, records and more, I think finding health in my hormones is the accomplishment I am most proud of in 2016.


For 2017 I am setting my intention to consolidate 2016.  I want to learn more and find routines in what I embarked on this year.  Underlying this is a desire to ‘Be Wilder’ - in my actions, intentions and thoughts.  Getting uncomfortable every now and then will be at the heart of this too.
It is with great excitement that I wish you all a wonderful start to 2017 and I hope that this coming year can provide an opportunity for you to find health, vitality & wild adventures too.

I didn’t really need a watch.  I had always loved my Suunto Ambit 3 Sport GPS watch and it had become a trusted companion on all my trail running adventures.  But when the all new Suunto Spartan Ultra Limited Edition Copper GPS watch landed in our Find Your Feet store, all self restraint failed.  
   
See, the thing is, I don’t think there are many GPS watches out there that look this nice!  The first night I brought my new Suunto Spartan Limited Edition Copper watch home I happened to be going to a very formal cocktail function.  First a sneaky run, then a quick shower and out the door I whizzed, hair mostly done and yes, in a dress!  I didn’t get one comment on my dress or the fact that you never, ever see me in high heels.  Rather I received a multitude of compliments on… my watch!  The contrast of the copper trim and black casing just looks super eye catching and fitted into the jazzy evening.  
   
The new Suunto Spartan watches are really sleek and streamlined.  The GPS unit is now built into the watch rather than on the strap, an especially big perk for us girls with smaller wrists.  This was perhaps the biggest criticism with the Suunto Ambit Collection and the reason why I never could comfortably sleep with my Suunto Ambit3 Sport at night.  The relocated GPS is also one reason why the Spartan doesn’t look like a sports watch.  For sure, the watch face is large but ‘big is in’ and I find this makes the digital display much easier to read when I am moving, especially over technical terrain or at speed.  And if you have any concerns about the watch being big AND heavy, I can easily calm these concerns.  The watch is heaps lighter than my older Suunto Ambit3 Sport.
   
What I also loved about the new Suunto Spartan Watches is that you can adjust the face. Need a second hand? No problem.  Prefer a digital display? Too easy!  But please don’t get me wrong… this is NOT A GIRLY WATCH!  The other day my watch went missing and was finally relocated on Graham’s wrist.  
   
My greatest hesitation when I heard Suunto were bringing out touch screen watches was functionality.  A long time ago I had used a Garmin GPS watch with a touch screen and it was a nightmare, not too dissimilar to when you try to use an iPhone with wet, sweaty fingers.  But technology has changed a lot and the watch responds to sweaty or damp fingers very easily.  You can also opt to use the buttons over the touch screen technology any time.
   
When it comes to accuracy, I know that the Suunto Spartan GPS watches have copped some criticism.  But, to be honest, I have not had any issues.  For sure, I am not the most tech savvy person on the planet, nor the most meticulous about keeping records.  But I can guarantee that this morning’s interval session felt tough and my Spartan watch agreed!  I love that if you ensure your personal data is accurate, the watch can determine how much recovery you require from a session.  And if you do not listen to its wise advice (for instance I am told by my Suunto watch that I need around 38hrs recovery from this morning’s harder session) then it will keep accumulating recovery after each session.  I think I am up to about 45hrs of recovery from this week’s training.  This feels pretty accurate.  Today I am weary but once rested I know that by Saturday morning I will be raring to go again.
    
The other criticism that I have heard about the new Suunto Spartan watch collection relates to the accuracy of the altitude recorders.  I can confidently say that mine has been excellent and far more accurate than my Suunto Ambit 3 Sport watch which could be anywhere from 100-400m vertically out after a longer run.  With the Suunto Spartans, you can also choose to swap between a compass and barometeric altitude recorder to suit your needs.  To be honest I haven’t done this but it is interesting to know that the watch can allow this functionality.
   
The other thing I am loving about my Spartan Ultra GPS watch is the battery life.  My old Suunto Ambit3 Sport was great for what I needed at the time (it had up to 10hrs battery life) but now that I am venturing further afield my watch can continue to be my companion.  The Spartan Ultra watches have up to 20hrs battery life on the most accurate 1 sec GPS recorder.  Don’t need one this long?  Then opt for the Suunto Spartan Sport GPS Watch which has 10hrs battery life.  You can always change the accuracy setting of the GPS recorder if you need to go for longer - I think you can get up to 100hrs battery life on the Sport or 200hrs on my Ultra.  If you are not actually using the watch you can get around 2 weeks before you need to charge it, a simple affair with the new magnetised USB charger.
   
In summary, this is my ideal watch.  It can meet my most technical needs out on the trails but then I can live in it, sleep in it and feel proud of it on my wrist.  The new updates by the Suunto developers appear to have mended any of the earlier teething issues and so I am confident to honestly say, ‘Suunto, you have really nailed it!’

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I am doubled over.  With hands on hips, I gasp air into my lungs.  My head feels heavy and achy… a dull throb enhanced by the altitude.  This Italian mountain is a beast!  I look up to where the trail squiggles near vertically above me and try to make out where the track crests the pass.  It is somewhere up there where the bare rocks merge into the mist.  I look down.  My hotel where everyone else is still sleeping is just a mere 100m below me.  I have barely started and I am feeling… vulnerable.
 Vulnerability is…

•  Embarking on a mission to explore somewhere new. 
•  Opening the car door in a remote car park at the foot of a mountain.
•  Asking where the bathroom is in a foreign place and not being understood.
•  Sitting next to someone new on an aeroplane.
•  Asking for help.
•  Telling someone you are proud of yourself.
•  The day you find yourself at the back of the pack and wondering how everyone else is making it look so easy.
•  Looking deeply at yourself in the mirror and accepting your curves and imperfections.
•  Admitting that you have taken a wrong turn.
•  Asking for help to recuperate from disordered eating.
•  Realising you have misplaced your passport in a foreign country.
•  Standing on the start line of an event that you have been purposefully preparing for.
•  Being told that your injury may be life changing.
•  Taking the keys to a hire car in a foreign country.
•  Throwing your expensive raincoat in the washing machine for the first time.
•  Calling your mum to tell her you are setting off on a solo adventure.
•  Looking someone in the eye when they give you a compliment.
•  Accepting you cannot be perfect.
•  Admitting fear and vulnerability.

 The TED Talk by world-renowned vulnerability researcher, Brene Brown is one of the most watched TED talks of all time. Her books are a New York Times bestseller.  So when I first stumbled across Brene’s teachings and realised almost everyone was listening to her, I realised in turn that EVERYONE must struggle with vulnerability… even me.
 Until this awakening I had used exercise, nutrition and perfectionism to combat emotional discomforts, especially fear and what I now recognise as vulnerability.  When I was faced with career ending injuries, a fracturing family and that famous question, ‘who am I?’, vulnerability and shame screamed in my face.  There was no hiding from these moments and I found myself tugging on my vulnerability armour and kicking into self-protective overdrive.   Whilst I achieved successes during these years, the accomplishments were like eating Weetbix for breakfast in Italy - a little dry and leaving me wondering why I didn’t just eat the cake.   And so I strived for a tastier goal, one that would surely say ‘you are enough’ when it was accomplished.
 On and on I ran.  
 At the age of 30 I have finally stopped running.  Not literally.  I still love a trail, especially one with a mountain finish.  But 10 years and a Brene Brown TED Talk later, I have finally realised that on my current pathway to destination Enough there will never be enough.  And no matter how fast I run, vulnerability will always accompany me.  
 So doubled over near the base of my Italian mountain I decided to confront vulnerability.  I stopped, acknowledged my fear and looked outside of myself.  Shear mountains rose up into the mist and the sun was painting small highlights onto the contrasted green meadows.  Marmots cheeped.  In this moment I realised that despite my fear & vulnerability, there was no where else on earth I would rather be, especially not indoors.  I turned towards the trail and told myself to take just one step.  Then another.  Soon my hands were pumping my thighs, turning my legs into pistons that powered from my greater sense of purpose.  As I headed up and up with increasing courage I realised that at last I really understood the power of vulnerability.  This is what I learnt.  
 Vulnerability is: 

• When my confidence falters and my inner doubts ask, ‘Can you really?’
• When I need to take a deep breath to plunge onwards.
• When my heartbeat reminds me that I am alive and when the skin on the back of my neck prickles in anticipation. 
• The emotional discomfort that highlights me in my most honest form. 
• Where I find courage and gratifying success.

 An hour later I stood at 3052m on the summit of Piz Boe.  There was no audience.  No medals.  No photo evidence.  Just a few struggles, sweeping views from sheer cliffs, sweat, a goofy grin and a long descent back home.  Up there I found my new definition of success, one that is so much more fulfilling.  It didn’t require a race entry, a medal or money.  It just required the courage to be vulnerable and to say ‘maybe…yes?’  when my body language was screaming ‘NO!’.   On top of my mountain I realised that success requires: the acceptance of vulnerability, daring greatly and being content with the result.  Success is simply saying, ‘I am enough’.  
 After sliding and whooping my way back down the peak with scree slopes shifting beneath my feet, I pulled up somewhat breathless at the doorway to my hotel.  Here I was greeted with a cheery grin from a local mountain guide.  Through a smooth Italian accent he asked, ‘Where did you venture this morning?’  I pointed to up there.  After following my gesture he looked straight back at my sweaty face.  With a slight rise of his eyebrows, he claimed, ‘I can see it in your eyes - you really like to run!’
 I ate cake for breakfast that day.  And Nutella.  I was highly satisfied.  
 And so here I urge you to never settle for Weetbix when there is delicious cake on offer!  Get to know and accept your vulnerability.  Befriend it and listen to what it is indicating.  Then take a deep breath and step in any direction that shifts you from comfortable to uncomfortable, onto the pathways less travelled.  Because from here you can dare greatly. And afterwards you can remind yourself, “I am enough’.

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Dawn was breaching through the darkness as I pulled on my running tights, thermal, beanie and gloves.  From my lounge room window I could see Mt Wellington and my beloved trails covered in a thick blanket of snow.  Winter has arrived!

Winter training poses many challenges to all of us.  Increased darkness and cooler temperatures disturb our homeostasis and require alterations to our exercising habits.  Developing an understanding of the physiological changes your body goes through during winter will assist you to maintain healthy, safe & sustainable exercise routines this year.


Physiological changes during winter
Add more carbohydratesThrough the door… kick off the running shoes… flick on the kettle then head to the pantry. This increased hunger and search for nourishment is partly caused by an increased baseline metabolic rate as your body uses more energy for warmth.  Furthermore, research shows that genetic changes sparked by the onset of winter are also responsible.  During winter, genetic up-regulation causes your body to naturally store more adipose tissue (fat cells) and switch to greater carbohydrate dependence.  No wonder I crave a big bowl of steaming porridge after a cold morning run in winter!    For endurance athletes, this research suggests that our ability to efficiently burn fat for energy during winter exercise is slightly reduced.  We lean towards a higher carbohydrate dependence for driving the muscles and consume greater quantities of oxygen.  This can create increased lactic acid production during intense bouts of training at this time of year.  To avoid carbohydrate depletion during sessions longer than 60-90 minutes, take a source of glucose-based energy, such as a sports gel.  Ensure adequate cool downs and replace your carbohydrate stores afterwards.  Add quality carbohydrate to all your meals, such as whole grains, pumpkin and sweet potatoes. 

Be flexibleYour circadian rhythm is a hormone driven process that determines your sleep & wake cycles. The average individual has an internal circadian clock that ticks on a 24hr11min cycle.  That’s right, for most of us our circadian rhythm would actually extend beyond one day if it wasn’t for light.  The presence of light resets our circadian rhythm so our body remains in sync with the time of day.  However, in winter the shorter days and longer nights create changes to our sleep & awakening cycles, and lead to that 2pm slump hitting you a little earlier in the afternoon.  Altered circadian rhythms can make clambering out of bed in the morning even more difficult and could be the reason behind lethargy on your morning run.  If possible, in winter try to have days where you can allow your body to awaken naturally and shuffle some of your runs to periods of the day when you feel most energised.  This will help to keep your stress levels reduced and enhance recovery from exercise.  So, turn off that alarm! 

Get your restMany of us could relate to the sensation of entering winter hibernation.  This is likely influenced by the increased production of the hormone Melatonin, otherwise known as the hormone of darkness.  Melatonin has a strong influence on the length and quality of our sleep, and is often used as an alternative to sleep medications. In individuals who experience Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD), Melatonin is shown to be elevated.  The moral of this story? When Melatonin-induced hibernation kicks in, have your daily dose of exercise then get your ZZZs!  As the body does most of our physical recovery during the earlier stages of the sleep cycle, enhancing the quality and duration of your sleep will ensure that you recuperate faster between exercise sessions. 

‘Listen when the body whispers’
A study published by British and German researchers showed that over one quarter of the genes in our body become more or less active during different seasons.  This impacts on our mood, sexual behaviour, metabolism and now it appears, our immune defences.  Their research also suggests that genes responsible for promoting inflammation also become more active during the coldest, winter months and are particularly elevated in Australia’s southern-most states.  Whilst inflammation has an important role in healing, excessive inflammation can generate discomforts and diseases, such as the common winter ailments of arthritis and cardiovascular disease.  With increased inflammation involved, perhaps niggles in our active bodies whisper louder during winter?  It is critical to moderate exercise routines to avoid unnecessary injuries and sickness.  One option is to see Winter as an ideal time for gentle base training, building up to races in Spring or Summer.  Furthermore, winter is the ideal time to focus energy on strength weaknesses in the body.  Therefore, preempt the danger months by switching to aerobic base training, pre-habilitation exercises and cross training.  Protect the immune system with quality nutrition, sleep and self-nurturing. 

Don’t become chilled
Physiological changes become more dramatic when your core temperature drops.  To avoid this, layer thin thermal clothing ‘like an onion’.  This traps warm air closer to the body and layers can be removed to help effectively regulate your temperature.  However, also be aware of exposed regions of skin.  When skin is exposed to cold air, vasoconstriction of blood vessels prevents excessive heat loss and helps to maintain a warm core temperature. If vasoconstriction occurs during exercise, blood flow and nerve impulses to muscle fibres in these regions is reduced.  This will lead to reduced exercise performance and unnecessary discomfort.  On very cold days where the ambient air temperature has plummeted, keep the entire body warm with layers of clothing and full length garments.  And wear gloves or beware the hot shower after a cold run in winter!  Cold fingers that have turned numb and a pasty shade of grey will yell at you as they begin to defrost. 

Be prepared to pee!
There appears to be a urination goblin around whenever the cold sets in.  This goblin is actually a result of the vasoconstriction processes just mentioned.  Vasoconstriction limits the available blood vessel space for our blood, raising our blood pressure.  The increase in blood pressure then triggers the perfusion of kidney nephrons, triggering a faster released of urine into the bladder.  Whilst urinating is a natural process, the combination of the increased fluid loss through urination and sweating from exercise can lead to a sneaky build up of dehydration.  Therefore, during winter aim to drink more, especially electrolytes to replace your exercise & urinary losses.


In summary, the onset of winter should not lead to your trail running shoes being relocated to the closet and the bike being banished to the garage.  Understanding the physiological changes that occur during winter and cold weather training can assist in making smart decisions that will keep you exercising throughout the coldest, darkest months.  So layer up, listen to the whispers of your body and play hard this winter! 


Quick Fact Sheet Physiological changes:

• Increased dependence on carbohydrate
• Increased fat storage
• Alteration to circadian rhythms caused by decreased light exposure
• Elevated Melatonin levels
• Inflammatory processes increase
• Vasoconstriction reduces blood flow to working muscles
• Vasoconstriction increases blood pressure & urination 

Coaching Tips:

• Increase carbohydrate consumption before, during and after exercise.
• Increase electrolyte & fluid consumption.
• Layer up ‘like an onion’ and avoid fabrics with poor breathability that retain moisture such as cotton clothing.
• Consider using a light-weight, wind-proof jacket to decrease windchill.
• Consider using different shoes with a more aggressive grip for muddy, winter trail running.
• When possible, try exercising in the middle of the day. This will be in greater harmony with your circadian rhythm, melatonin levels and warmer air temperatures.  The extra vitamin D is a bonus!
• Utilise cross-training on days when being outside is less appealing. This will help you to stay more consistent with your exercise routines and can help avoid overuse injuries.
• Use Winter as a time for addressing your weaknesses, especially your core & gluteal muscles.
• Consider using winter as a time for base training in preparation for Spring and Summer races
• If possible, try using a Compex muscle stimulator to assist with the warm up, cool down and recovery processes. They can also greatly increase muscle recruitment for strength training.
• Expect to take longer to warm up. Start gently and build into your exercise session.  Try beginning every run with a short walk.
• Boost your diet. Eat a range of brightly coloured vegetables and protein sources, and avoid calorie deficits that place greater loads on an already slightly stressed physiological system.
• Manage life stressor to enhance the recovery processes.
• Get your Zzzzzs!

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I used to be a camel.  I would pride myself on my ability to guzzle fluids before I headed out the door on a long run.  Off I would trot, my stomach sloshing and multiple layers of thermals & rain jackets wrapped around my waist.  Despite my proud claim of rivalling one of the slowest species in the animal kingdom, unlike the camel I found I had a lifespan on a training run or race of around 2.5 hours.  My water stocks didn’t seem to last as well as my humped animal role model, my jacket would begin to unravel and flap around my legs, energy levels would begin to dip and the negatives stemming from discomfort would start to set in.  My world had become limited by my inability to rival the camel.  Until… I was given my Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra Set vest pack in 2014.  Gone are my camel days!
 
I have now owned my Sense Ultra Set Vest pack for 2 years.  It has been on literally hundreds of runs, been my go-to for every single ultra race, my companion on missions and a survivor of the brutality of my washing machine on a weekly basis.  However, what confirmed this vest pack as my best friend in my trail world was the mission I completed with it on the Tasmanian Overland Track last winter. 
 
This Salomon S-Lab Sense Ultra Set trail running vest pack is deceptive.  It is comprised of a mesh lining with a stretch sleeve on the outside, and multiple small pockets on the front.  There are also two zip pockets built into the pack under the arms.  When you look at this pack, you assume that you might get a thermal and possibly a rain jacket squished into it.  However, on my wintery 65km traverse of the Overland Track last summer my trusty vest pack carried:

• A down jacket with hood
• Lightweight raincoat
• A thermal top & pants
• Spare socks
• Spare t-shirt
• Body glide
• Comprehensive first aid kit
• 1L of fluid in Salomon Soft Flasks (you can restock at various points on the trails)
• A mobile phone
• A day’s worth of running nutrition plus spares
• Money & car keys

Yes, on this day my pack had become the magic pudding of trail running.
 
That said, this pack is absolutely ideal for Skyrunning and any race with less mandatory gear requirements.  I have used it comfortably & successfully in: the Buffalo Stampede, Dolomitii & Hong Kong Sky Races; the Surf Coast 50km; and a road marathon.  Full or empty, this pack can be the carrier of your nutrition & hydration, or your life’s possessions.
 
Best features:

• Super lightweight
• 2x 500ml Salomon Soft Flask on the front
• Endless pocket space on the front & under the arms for nutrition, hydration and other vital possessions
• 2x expandable pockets on the back that just keep expanding
• Very little bounce, especially when full
• A small zip pocket for valuables such as keys
• Can wash it as frequently & simply as an item of clothing 
• Packs up tiny so can use it when travelling
• Multifunctional for training, racing and ultra running

 
Limitations:

• Best to use it with a t-shirt to prevent chaffing
• The XS/Small size is on maximal tightening on me (very small girls might struggle to get it tight enough)
• It wouldn’t hold enough mandatory gear for an ultra distance event such as the Ultra Trail Australia 100km where you may have to carry larger fluid volumes and additional items such as fleeces etc.
• It can only hold 1L maximum fluid capacity

The Sweat Rate TestIt is important to develop an understanding of your sweat rate so that you can develop a thorough understanding of your sweat losses during an event.


The easiest way to measure your sweat rate is to weigh yourself without clothes on before and after exercising for one hour, taking note of the climatic conditions you were exercising in.


Method

• Weigh yourself without clothes on before you head out to train.
• Conduct one hour of training in as similar conditions to race day as possible. intensity, pace and discipline. 
• After one hour, return home, strip down, thoroughly dry your skin and hair, and then weigh yourself again.

ResultsAssuming you did not use the toilet or consume any fluids during exercise, your weight loss is your sweat rate.


1kg of weight lost = 1L of fluid lost


If you drank any fluids or used the rest room between the two weight samples, you will need to include both of these estimated weights in your calculations.

• Add any fluids consumed to the amount of weight lost
• Subtract estimated bodily void weight from the total weight lost.

Important ConsiderationsWeather and climatic conditions strongly influence sweat rates.  For example, on a cooler overcast morning you will loose less sweat volume than on a hot, humid morning.  Therefore, be sure to record the heat, humidity and weather conditions in your sweat test and repeat the test in cool, humid, windy and hot conditions.


Sweat rate also changes with pace and effort increases.  For example, if you monitored your sweat rate for a shorter ½ marathon race pace and then want to step up to a 50 or 100km race that requires a lower effort over a prolonged period of time, you will need to conduct the above tests again to highlight the new effort zone.


ConclusionNow that you know your sweat rates, you now need to develop an understanding of how much fluid replacement your stomach can tolerate.  For more information on how to rehydrate during events, you may like to read the article Hydration for Endurance Performance
For a comprehensive understanding on sports nutrition & hydration read: Sweat. Think. Go Faster by Darryl Griffiths
See our comprehensive Sports Nutrition range for Trail Runners HERE

Just some last words of encouragement & advice for your next race day:

• You cannot get any fitter now.  That work was done long ago.  So just relax now and get ready for race day.
• Make sure you rest extra hard two to four days out from Saturday's race start - this will help you to focus on good nutrition, loosening up your muscles with a bath & massage, hydration and generally just enjoying the reward for all the hard work you have put in.
• I strongly encourage that on Friday (the day before) you go for 1-2 x 15-20min easy jogs to loosen up the muscles.  Some 20sec efforts a little quicker than race pace will help to put a spring in your step.  Resting completely on this day will make you feel tired and heavy.  These jogs will also help combat travel, work or the sense of lethargy from tapering.
• For the last four days (Tuesday - Friday) focus on increasing your carbs.  These are necessary for stocking the muscles full of glycogen.  At the moment you should be focusing on a good protein intake to ensure your muscles are repairing plus combatting any risk of sickness kicking in.  (Did you know that if you allow your muscles to recovery you can get up to a 15% strength gain during taper week? WOW!)
• In the last 2-3 days out make sure you swap to a carb rich and low fiber/protein diet.  This will allow you to get in as much energy into the muscles without risking fiber and protein sitting in your guts on race day.  During this time, also increase electrolytes (I highly recommend Shotz Electrolyte) so that your fluid and sodium levels are topped up.
• On race morning eat a light breakfast!  Don't skip this meal.  2 crumpets with honey or a couple of energy bars and a bottle of electrolyte is an ideal pre-race food.  However, if concerned, stick to what you know & trust.
• To prevent blisters we highly recommend using Vaseline rubbed thickly over Fixamol/Hypafix placed on the high-wear areas of your feet (this is the white tape athletes use under strapping tape to prevent allergies – available in chemists). Use a merino sock over the top.  Perfect!
• During the race don't change your race or nutrition strategy.  It is easy to set off to fast or skip your nutrition times.  Don't do it!  Stick to your plan unless it really isn’t working for you.
• Don't start too hard but make sure your cadence is high enough that you are not plodding.  A cadence of 90 single steps a minute is ideal (180 double steps). The aim of the first 3/4 of the race is just rhythm and enjoying it.  The real race starts after that.
• Tell yourself that the half way mark is at the 3/4 point.  This makes the second half easy!  Never get too far ahead of yourself.  Just focus on the road in front.
• Don't fight the rougher sections or hills.  It is the same for everyone and attacking them will only burn excess energy.  Stay relaxed and just kick into casual mode for these sections.
• MOST OF ALL... ENJOY IT!  You will love it as long as you don't put too much pressure on yourself.  At the end of the day, where else would you really want to be than running along gorgeous single trails?